Sleepless night i had.
Finally, i force myself to make a decision. Exactly like half a year ago, i tried and i failed.
Guess i'm not a person that like changes. Or what is the thing that is holding me back?
I hope my decision does not offend anyone. I would like to thanked for those who helped me.
Kam sia..arigato..tor cheh..
Lunch together with Mich, Emily, Shu Qi, aL & yin. Got to say its been long we didn't get together. Planning to gather seluruh kampung to visit our high school this weekend. It's been long since i went back there. I wonder how its gonna be. Gonna invite Anu =)
She called me just now. Its been years since we last chat. She called to scold me =(
woo woo woo sedihnya aku. Mentang-mentang i beria-ria to give her advice as she looking for a new job. Hahaha i really do miss those moments. It's actually how we communicate. Scolding each other like nobody business.teeheeeee...fun! Date her for this weekend plan =] Cant wait to have a long long long chat with all of them. My buddies~~! muaks muaks muaks
Okla i want bertolak go naik market d. Goodbye my diary!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
15th July 09
14th July 09
Busy like a bee today. Didn't manage to execute work per plan. Luckily, my dearie 'si fu' is always there to help me out =) Could not have done it without her guidance.
Early morning suprise: Presents from my neighbour. A pair of hair ribbons. Gosh. I am shocked & touch. She remembers things i've mentioned to her. =,) Thank you so much!
Later in the evening, another touchy thing happened. My 'si fu' tapao-ed food for me from our dept meeting which ive missed. She knew i had not taken my lunch.She brought the food so far away from auditorium, up the stairs, for me. So touch & almost cried. Luckily only 1 person knew- my neighbour. She asked me, 'what happened to you? Your face turn so red'?
hehehehe *blush blush* For all the things they've done for me. I trully appreciate it. It is a tough time for us now, still we or should i say they take care of me..together to go through the bad times.
Minutes after that, i received called from some1 whom i do not wish to say out -the name.
Rather than feeling happy, i felt troubled. I tought it was the past.
They came back to me with a shocking news which i find it hard to accept & decide.
Anyway, i went dinner with -the big mouth guy, ced & aL. Due to some miscommunication, kesian big mouth guy went to my office to fetch me. Sorry =P
Had dinner at hamna. The tomyam is very the keat. slurps~! As usual we chat for a little while and headed home. Felt tired and undecided all the way home.....
p/s - I am still waiting for the wise-man to give me some advice. Guess, i have the answer myself. Just want a confirmation. I believe i can live through this!!! Rwar!!!
1.04am- received reply from the wise-man. Hmmmm...speechless. i guess i need some sleep.Good9 =)
Monday, July 13, 2009
awesome night
Tired.
It's been long we have not spend time together. Three of us, metz, choo & 1.
We went to Larry. Choo had a 45 minutes haircut .RM24. During the 45 mins, metz and i spend time updating each other about ppl's life & progress. teeheeee =P
Metz, choo & i then pay a visit to my GM. She was having a leg massage. So enjoy there.
After visiting, we went to Gurney for a stroll. Metz wanted to get a photo album but failed to get one. End up buying lotsa food in cold storage. Met up with aL, Ced & JJ. Together we go for dinner in town-Koey ziap. I guess we stay there for almost 1 n half hour then chatting, sharing our experiences. I will not forget metz & choo's expressions that night!
I Had fun, hope they are too =)
Working day tommorrow!!!sick.
13th July 09
It's been long since i last update my blog. well, here i am today, blogging on Monday-non working today. Teeheee =P
My plan for today is to go saloon and shopping with choo & metz. Wish toki is here too. SO that she can make sure we are on time. Guess today likely to be window shopping than shopping spree. !!!!!
I need to earn more $$$ to prepare for Taiwan trip in Sep.
Cant wait for it! Will be travelling with Bra, cnee, Choo, and mah san's friends. Gosh most of them are reckless spender. (haha wtf. what a phrase!) Must save more $$$ so that i wont regret not buying those things i like.
aL n ced is paying a visit to a Tarrot Card Master in Pulau Tikus. Hmmm...i cant wait to hear their side of stories =P I am thinking to join them IF metz is ready by now. hahaha.
Sien can die. I dare not log in to company's network. i can imagine tonnes of emails pending my reply. Im trying hard not to let work load occupy my precious holidays. It's unfair when i cant claim for OT. Jangan Bodoh, i'm telling myself.
Tilam tilam Tilam lama tukar baru. beep beep beep
Tilam Tilam Yau sau kau Tilam wound san Tilam beep beep beep
....is in my neighbourhood now. Got addicted to that Tilam Tilam thingy.
The other day, i saw a dog howling when the van stopped in front its' house.
Spooky and scary....imagine...just imagine....what does this mean?
Gawd...........
Friday, February 06, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
table-less steamboat
Before & after
the greeny vegies~!
Collies~! =P wahahhaa
seafood: Prawns, fish, squids, cockles and a lemon (for diplay only)
Cheese sausages & taufu
&
the eaters!
Lovely ladzzz~! Yes, you may fill in the gap.
P/s: Special thanks to Susan for preparing this dinner for us ~! =) muaks~!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
save the best for the last?
big fat worm~! gross~!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Part II - Belum Forest State park
Side view
A little bridge in the forest
Green green environment
Another waterfall
i seriuosly hate this insect. The pacat
Perfect photo with awesome friends =)
The Orang Asli settlement
I will swim over to the other side of the lake if you just said yes!
Me ~! me~!
The gang
Our boat
The flying hair. Nampak bergaya.
All aboard~! Thats our tour guide. (unamed =P)
Look~! scary isnt it....It was a relieved to reach the jetty with our boat than swimming to it =)
Here we are. All tired, soggy BUT
HAPPY~!@! =) First trip in 2009
The path to the lounge. simply lovely.
The handsome guy there is kelvin. For further info, you may email to me.
Our first trek : Rafllesia sightings.
Before : Cabbage alike.
After: Monster alike.
What we saw was an almost dead Rafflesia. It aint smelly nor sticky compare to the one in Sarawak.
That it for today...to be continue and stay tune...
Monday, September 08, 2008
Thank you, dear
Sunday, August 24, 2008
nightmare
I had a nightmare.
Words could not describe the scene and how i felt.
When i woke up, it got worse.
Something i expected it to be and i let ignorance play its role.
Read. I shall read more to cure myself.
'Be alert for the"small miracles" that happens everyday.'
Saturday, August 23, 2008
a dull saturday...
Wrong wrong wrong.I am gonna make it a fruitful Saturday~!~
3PM Visiting hour
5PM Swimming
7PM Dinner
8PM Loitering
9PM Movie
11PM Batu feringghi Night market
12 AM chill
There! im done. RWAR~!~!~
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
don't u dare mess with meHow long does it gonna hurt?
my little heart says....
yea...you deserved it.....
p/s: NO..its not 10 inches~!~
Monday, August 18, 2008
What Are the Symptoms of Depression?
look...sheat me!
Everyone at one time or another has felt depressed, sad, or blue. Being depressed is a normal reaction to loss, life's struggles, or an injured self-esteem. But sometimes the feeling of sadness becomes intense, lasting for long periods of time and preventing a person from leading a normal life. If left untreated, can worsen, lasting for years and causing untold suffering, and possibly even result in suicide. It is important to recognize the signs of depression and seek help if you or your loved one is exhibiting any of the following symptoms.
These are some of the signs and symptoms of depression that you should be aware of:
- Sadness
- Loss of energy
- Feelings of hopelessness or worthlessness
- Loss of enjoyment from things that were once pleasurable
- Difficulty concentrating
- Uncontrollable crying
- Difficulty making decisions
- Irritability
- Increased need for sleep
- Insomnia or excessive sleep
- Unexplained aches and pains
- Stomachache and digestive problems
- Decreased sex drive
- Sexual problems
- Headache
- A change in appetite causing weight loss or gain
- Thoughts of death or suicide
- Attempting suicide
all postive....=(
Count your blessings every morning, & Thanked GOD for them one by one!
Sunday, August 17, 2008
where to...
My life.....
What should i seek?
Which way to go?
Where should i go?
When should i do it?
How do i do it?
if you are to find happiness, you must open your eyes to see it.
Monday, July 14, 2008
it is the begining...
It is 8:15 am Monday and i am sitting in front of my computer.
Today supposed to be a public holiday for me but i could not let go of it.
Sleepless night, the pressure, the agony and many more are all in me now.
I could not find a way to take it out from me.
I do not want to stay on like this.
I am starting to question myself.
Is all these worth to fight for?
life goes on....and i am NOT HAPPY at all.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
yesterday...
I just can't believe you're gone
Still waiting for morning to come
Wanna see if the sun will rise
Even without you by my side (ooh yeah)
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it i'm reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart
Chorus:They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (plans we made)
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams
Take everythingJust take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know (no no)
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams
Take everything
Just take it away (oh oh), but they can never have yesterday
You always used to sayI should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or atleast how the story goes (but I never believed them 'til now)
I know i'll see you again i'm sure
No, it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night, one more day
One more smile on you face
But they can't take yesterday
Chorus:They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (no no)
They can take the music that we'll never play (they can take the music that we'll never play)
All the broken dreams (oh, my broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (oh oh oh)
They can take the future that we'll never know (we'll never know)
They can take the places that we said we would go (huh oh oh)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
I thought our days would last forever (but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time
But i was so wrong
Now i can, believe that I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday
Chorus:
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made (ooh ooh)
They can take the music that we'll never play (no)
All the broken dreams (all the broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (yesterday)
They can take the future that we'll never know (yeah ah)
They can take the places that we said we would go (that we said we would go)
All the broken dreams (all our broken dreams)
Take everything (take everything)
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday (they can never hace yesterday)Ooooh... (All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday
some1..... rEscuE mE.....
