Tuesday, August 07, 2007

-lost-

Words couldnt express how i felt. Somehow, i felt lost again. Each time whenever im alone, it haunts me. Seems i never stop worrying about my future. Will i ever achieve what i've wanted all this while? Will it ever last? Will it ever be the same? I no longer dare to put hopes in it as i cant bare the pain ..those hurtful words.. those promises...and wateva it may be...not anymore. loneliness is killling me...


Remember that my marriage is my most important relationship.
Grow old along with me!
The best is yet to be,
The last of life, for which the first was made.
Our times are in his hand.- Robert Browning

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

I bet no one's future is certain, we all will be lost at times in our lives. Stand firm, have faith with what you are doing, walk your life with your loved one then everything will be fine again very soon.

Dear, just hold my hands when you are lost, k. You will find your way when you have me, and I'll find mine too.

aL said...

hi there sayang...

many times in our lives we will feel lost and confused. welcome to reality =)

during ur free time... sit back, relax and spend some moments thinking of what you really want and what can you do to achieve it.

and at times, worrying bout the future and things that might/might not happened is pretty useless =) u noe it right? heh!

nth last forever babe. so if you think tis is the one and you feel it genuinely in your heart...den hold on to it. cherish and make it works.

we'll always be here for you. remember that.

cheers pal.

Anonymous said...

Well , I can only say 1 word.

Don't worry , be happy

in our lifetime, no matters when you study, working, getting a family and etc, there's endless WORRIES , doubst , question of right and wrong .....


When you stuck , don't feel lost .
Close your eye / walk away for 30 mins and you will find there's always a better choice.


Cheers

dEvIlInE said...

bryan: * kiss on the forehead*

al : hi darling...no doubt we cant avoid the reAlities in life. perhaps one day we will be able to sit around together and laugh out loud about our confusions + worries. im looking forward to it. nth last forever i noe, BUT ill make sure that our friendship will be exceptional :)

cheers n hakuna matata :P

henry : thanks for ur advise :)ill try to walk for 30 mins next time :P hehehe

ColleenC said...

no worries la..
uve got us to back u up..=P
now dat a few of us are still single..
hahaha =P

insecurities are only normal..
dun sweat it!

dEvIlInE said...

colleen: a few f us are stil single?
errr...u r not in the single list ald rite?
haha.....

choo said...

lam..i very kek khi d...i try to post a comment... but turn up "post a few comments"...all tak berjaya 1... if this 1 tak berjaya i dowan post nemore...ish...

juz to tell ya tat u wont got lost de...no worry... coz u got a "good map" in ur hand ma... wanna know da map's name ma?? is....tang tang tang tang.... Mr.Soh's Map!! wakakkaak!!

cheer up buddy~!! u can make it de!!muaKkkss~!!

dEvIlInE said...

choops: wakakkaak mr. soh's map :) that a good one :) i thought u were to say choo's map ! blek. thanks pal!

Anonymous said...

dont worry too much..u will ended up found out that u are wasting ur time by worring too much..appreciate ur time and everyone bside u...

think back wad u want and go for it..time didnt wait for u...dude..only u wait for time..don regret it in the future

ColleenC said...

xcuse me!
i m but vry much single!
bo lang ai..bo huat..

so u can always count on me no matter wad..
cos i sure ciak pa bo su cho wan..
wakakak!

dude~! =P

Anonymous said...

^^ cheers ^^

Anonymous said...

-lost- =
::have no idea where you are, and where you are suppose to be going in the future::

That pretty much describe your feeling at the moment you post this in your blog....

Nothing shall last forever, so dont get carried away with promises.

Loneliness, or solitary are not that good to kill someone, in fact, loneliness are good for you to re-access your ideology on the whole "life" thing, as you will be away from distractions in life.

Cheer up, though you might not like my comments, still..... life ain't worth to be journey with sadness or vague-ness.... indeed with smiles & laughters ^_^


By the way, i like your jokes below!

Unknown said...

feeling lucky : cheers back ;)

viola pasquale :
thanks for ur comment. i appreciate it a lot :) what u said are true. life is worth with smiles and laughters. ill remember the golden words of urs.
thanks a lot :)